About a week ago, Sunday, I came down with a pretty bad 24-hour flu or something, and by Monday I was feeling almost completely better. The next day, I noticed something strange, it was getting worse, not better, with a fever coming back. Apparently I caught something else right after. I wouldn't have minded so much, except for Choir tour (to Disneyland) started the next day.
By Wednesday, I was feeling alright, with no fever, so I decided to go on tour anyways. The entire time, I had a runny nose and a cough. I seriously had an amazing time overall, but every time I had to blow my nose again in front of my friends, it honestly made me feel bad that I had to put them through this. The worst, though, was on the bus rides, when there was no way to keep from bothering them. A couple of times I ended up with a row to myself (mainly due to my choice), and somehow I just get really depressed, being alone yet still bothering others with coughs and nose noises around me.
I think one of the things about the sickness that really affected me was how it seemed to limit my ability to make conversation because 1: Being sick makes you want to rest and not concentrate on anything, and 2: Coughing and blowing your nose doesn't help when you're talking to others and vise-versa.
In the end, I know that, while I may have bothered them a bit, I shouldn't have been feeling that way, I'm sure it was basically just a result of prolonged sickness.
We still managed to have sooo much fun anyways!
-~-~- Matthias
P.S. I am still sick with it to this day....
P.P.S. This post is rather depressing compared to the other ones...
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